Bouncing

If I were allowed to be bouncing off the walls I certainly would be.  The sun is shining.  Yes! I want to go walk, run, dilly dally in the great outdoors.   My muscles are twitching in anticipation of going to the gym. Squats, dead lifts, even the evil burpees are creating a yearning from my core.  My core! Sit ups and push ups and pull ups! Oh my!   

Forced relaxation is something.  My mind cannot slow down even though my body must.  I’m almost 3 weeks out and only 3 more weeks before I can really go wild.  Each day I feel more normal, more whole.  I get one day on and one day on the couch. 

Having not been able to exercise I can definitely appreciate it so much more now.  There will be no excuses.  I have missed it.  It keeps me sane. It keeps me healthy.  It slows the spinning wheels in my head.  And of course, I do love food and being able to eat my freaking cake and have it not stick to my back end is always bonus.